dedicated to my baba

today, i am here again to share my feelings with you all. i am feeling home sick first time in my life from the past one month continuously. the bond is built and becoming stronger from the day i was born, but on other side ( my relatives ).

i never felt that much feelings, may be i was like a child and wanted to be away from the responsibilities. but now suddenly, it happened. it started to feel deep inside me.

i lost my grandmother in 2001, i was so ignored person that during her last time, i didn't go to her to meet and to make her happy during her last moments. i will never forget myself for that. my grandfather is also not feeling well. he used to be a strong man, and known for his power and status in neighbour villages, now he is not that much active and becoming weak day by day. i had a special bond with my grand father, he taught me many things in life, listing will not fulfill the justice.

i want to stay with my relatives and family members, and want to keep them always happy and feel proud. i never thought seriously about this. just few thoughts and then forget.

i totally concentrated my life and things on my self, and in this time i lost many friends and much more, i will never get back. but i want to say sorry to them all to make them sad and worried. i want to thank all my friends who didn't left me alone in that time also, supported me well.

life show you every aspect of life that you have to care today or later. you can't avoid the truth and time.

just i want to go to my place to my grandfather. i miss u and love u baba. i call him "baba" with love.

dedicated to my baba,
yours grandson.